women a disaster for a man

I have a mom who only wants money and spoiled all relations for money,
I have a wife who never believed in me but wants money,
I have sisters who only want money and spoiled all memories of mine,
I have in law mother who also supports the money,
I have in law sister who also runs for money,
I have a daughter, who asks me the money,
I have uncles and aunts n their family all back my father's money,
I have maternal uncles, maternal grand father and maternal grand mother but all respect money,
It is only money that i am short of, hence never liked by these clever ladies,
They all are one-other's enemy and disastrous for a man because a man is trapped by them only for money.

when people play with themselves

we are all playing with ourselves, when play with others,
when we use the extra sharp brain to fool others, we get be fooled by our own-self,
Because we cheat own-self by fearing from breakout or leaked information,
we do an act silently, secretly means defeated inside from very first thought,

remember when we are fucking other, we are also being fucked.

jindagi

Jindagi ko jo maine samjha andar se,
ye kisi ki marji se sarakti hai,
ye mere, teri marji se nahi, uski marji se chalti, sarakti, doorti hai,
main to mann hoo, sapne buna karta hoo,
jindagi to khuda ne buni hai, likhi hai,
main to jindagi ki tasveer mann se, dimag/budhi se dekhta hoo,
magar iske upar se jindagi ko jo dekhta hai, wo to tolkar, mol bhav kar likhta hai,
main to khawab dekhta hoo ki jindagi kya hai, hogi,
magar andar se jindagi jo maine samjhi, mere mann ka khilona ban rulti hai,
meri budhi ki chadar odhe ye jhooth dikhti hai,
ya aur andar ki baat hai ki jindagi uski marji se chalti hai